Wednesday, October 24, 2007
♥ ANGER!!!!
Mood: ANGRY
I bottle up my anger
until it starts to bubble and boil, and then one little irritation can pop that bubble.
and i absolutely lose it.
I was having a conversation, with a good friend, who betrayed my trust and broke a promise.
Promised not to tell anyone some classified information.
and he did.
I was SO pissed off, i absolutely let him have it, then all the anger that i have bottled up about everything in the last couple of months just came out.
Anger at my mum for putting my cat down, anger at myself for really stuffing up my grades,
anger at the world for taking my grandad from it, anger at not being able to sleep at night and every other little thing.
I found/find myself wanting to scream and smash things, and cry and cry.
He told me to "Let it go"
This is what i said to him:
CAUTION:Casskidd..... "I Know This Pretty Rave Girl" says:
"Don't just ask me to LET IT GO. Things like that absolutely piss me off, you may have noticed that i am not very happy at the moment
one thing you DO NOT tell an extremely angry person is to LET IT GO.
The very least thing you could've done was appologise
but i didn't even get that from you.
for fuck sake do not test my patience right now, cause it is well and truly at breaking point."
i felt the need to express my feelings in writing it is the only means I have of venting right now.
The person i just expressed my anger to probobly will not talk to me for several weeks.
Oh good.
another thing to feel bad about.
I bottle up my anger
until it starts to bubble and boil, and then one little irritation can pop that bubble.
and i absolutely lose it.
I was having a conversation, with a good friend, who betrayed my trust and broke a promise.
Promised not to tell anyone some classified information.
and he did.
I was SO pissed off, i absolutely let him have it, then all the anger that i have bottled up about everything in the last couple of months just came out.
Anger at my mum for putting my cat down, anger at myself for really stuffing up my grades,
anger at the world for taking my grandad from it, anger at not being able to sleep at night and every other little thing.
I found/find myself wanting to scream and smash things, and cry and cry.
He told me to "Let it go"
This is what i said to him:
CAUTION:Casskidd..... "I Know This Pretty Rave Girl" says:
"Don't just ask me to LET IT GO. Things like that absolutely piss me off, you may have noticed that i am not very happy at the moment
one thing you DO NOT tell an extremely angry person is to LET IT GO.
The very least thing you could've done was appologise
but i didn't even get that from you.
for fuck sake do not test my patience right now, cause it is well and truly at breaking point."
i felt the need to express my feelings in writing it is the only means I have of venting right now.
The person i just expressed my anger to probobly will not talk to me for several weeks.
Oh good.
another thing to feel bad about.
♥CassieDoll
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